I’m ready to be skinny again. I did inpatient about two years ago and have tried to keep recovering ever since. I hadn’t given in until last night when I couldn’t take it anymore. I can’t take being a pig anymore. It’s been so hard to go back to my old ways because I’m used to stuffing my face now. All the time. I’ve definitely gained weight. Probably about 10 pounds. Ugh. I look horrible naked. I don’t look too great with clothes on either. I don’t even know how I’m going to do this. I was supposed to fast today and ended up going on a small binge instead. It definitely could have been worse though. I could have gone on one of my major binges. Anyway, time to pull in the reigns and get my bathing suit body back!